| sup my chicos?...im going to be hitting up over at henderson state for some big B.C....so hit me up if you would like to talk...but don't literally hit me up...cuz that might hurt...and don't call me cuz ill be having too much of a good time to talk to you...im just messing around with you...oh well...i might have just peed my pants but ill be alright...later my homies... |
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| new poem guys...hope you like it...i like posting my poems for people to see...im not bragging cuz i think im not very good at them...just give me some feed back :)
anger sometimes builds up...and you have to take it out like a rage it sometimes makes you want to shout or maybe a relationship...that never made way into both of your lives...it blossomed then decayed you wanted to love that person...one day at a time jumping from word to word...like an unspoken rhyme then you learn she turns you down...goes for another guy knowing everything will come out wrong...every day goes by and by you get worried...knowing that shes falling apart inside shes crying out...where does she start you want to help her...but she rejects your offer she bleeds from the inside out...you really do love her you love the girl he hates...he hates the girl you love but your love for her is so innocent...like the whiteness of a dove day in and day out...she slowly knows in her heart that if she lives to see the day...that you two will never part she finally gathers enough courage...to grab the phone and call you then you pick up...and her love for you turns into an endless blue crying her heart out...because of you she forever trusts her love for you grows stronger and stronger...for her...you are a must the guy she thought she loved...just becomes a small dot compared to your eternal love...which she has now just got |
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| sometimes i wonder if that girl is ever out there for me...then i remember that God told me he has my wife but i just need patience...YEAH RIGHT...thats going to get me alot of places when technology is faster than ever...but i guess thats the only thing i can do is wait...cuz i believe him...then i look in the mirror somedays and ask if what im doing right now is right...then i remember God has a plan...and all the doors are open...and then i look at her...and i see eternity in her eyes
if guys have cramps i think im having them...aaaahhhhh! |
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| hey guys...alright so i made up this poem like at two in the morning...hope you guys like it
the sea so deep...like my love for you...the sky so high...my compassion like its endless blue if i was to die in your arms tonight...i would die looking into your eyes cuz i would like nothing more...then to end my life in your cries if the world was to give me one word to describe you...i would have to reject it cuz i have so many feelings for you...but the words so few another ten mintues of your time i take up...but i really don't mind cuz thats ten minutes i spend with you...a deeper realm of love i find
to feel your body against mine...would mean the world to me cuz i would love to look into your eyes...and know that you're free but then again...to know that we spend the rest of our lives with each other to be in love forever...to know that iv been chasing you all these years... no other girl would come close to me loving you...never thats why i write this poem...a glimpse of what i feel compassion,love,and forever...words that one day will become real
to feel my arms around your waist...your arms wrapped around my neck your head pressed against my chest...no longer do i feel like a wreck you tell me you love me...in the beginning i dont believe it... but then after each passing moment with you...i believe its more true and true our relationship dives into a pool of love...like i was told about when i was a child that real love blossoms like a flower...but in the beginning its really mild after each second with each other...every kiss on their lips you feel like you're one...that love has so many grips you can finally handle it...the feeling of being complete seeing it in her eyes...heavens gates open up in the skies you finally know that you love her...you've been put on this planet to not only wanna be in love....but to feel it |
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| IM BACK...from camp...it was so tight...i got so much more closer to God...wow....my anointing has seemed to gotten stronger while i was there...and spencer kopp and i are going to be playing there in a couple of years...i just know we are...and this morning i was baptized...awesome...it felt so good...i got to remind myself to be silent at 4:30 tomorrow...so ill just put it on here...im not sure if i'll ever have a girlfriend...or a wife...which then means i won't have kids...great...haha...
i never did go silent...i was mowing...great |
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